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I just found out, I'm being hospitalized for a high fever. I'll be leaving as soon as Sue gets home

CITY PHOTO - Resaca, Georgia

Town Hall


Photographed 3/06




This was one of those images you couldn't pass up. It's a photo of the town hall of Resaca, Georgia. It's located about three miles west of Calhoon. I saw it as we passed by and made Sue turn around just to take another look.

Resaca, like Calhoon has experienced tremendous growth over the last few years. It's population has increased almost ten fold and now the old city hall is making way for a new more modern version, yet to be built. This type of structure was quite common in many of the small towns in Georgia
A Closer View

Results?

My left hand last Sunday



Photographed 3/06




Since last Sunday I've got more bruised areas and bleeding on my hand. I didn't get any results from today's test. The test consisted of putting a tiny blood pressure cuff on each finger to get the readings for them. It took about twenty minutes for the test. The drive down there near lunch time took almost an hour,

It looks like it'll be Monday before I find anything out. More time to wait and worry. I'm really trying hard not to think about it but, there it is right in front of me all the time. My hand is some what weaker too and I can no longer close it fully. When I know something I'll post it.

Photo for today is a stone church I found interesting in Calhoon, GA. I liked the look of the stone.
Stone Church





Photographed 3/06

Time Spent Waiting

Old Barn IX


Photographed 3/06



Time can be such a cruel creature in many ways. For me it's the time waiting to find out what will happen with my hand.

There's time apart. Sue leaves today for Manhattan, Kansas. She is teaching a short course on the effects and properties of lecithin in baked goods at AIB. So we'll be apart for a few days.

There the "ravages of time" which we all suffer like the old barn above. What about idle time, that seems to cause so much trouble for teens and the thing manufactures fear greatly.
You very often hear people say "time is a friend to no one". So why do we try to find more time or make time? We always wish we had more time left. This time thing is a confusing concept to pin down. I guess the best thing to do is not to spend too much time worrying about it. You just have to do the best you can with the time you have.

The photo for today is in the Old Barn Series. It's a barn I found on our trip to Calhoon. I photographed several barns which I will post from time to time.

CITY PHOTO - Everyday Life

The Post Office




These are three of the places in Cumming I visit on a regular basis. Not glamorous or interesting but, a part of everyday life in the city of Cumming, Georgia.
Pet'smart - Miss Kitty's favorite store


A pet supply super store. They've got just about anything you or your pet could ever want.





My Bank



The place where I keep my meager funds. They're nice people. They still give suckers to kids and on some Saturdays they serve bagels,pastries and coffee to their customers. All this and they pay the best interest of all the banks around.

THE NEWS

Sorry, I’m a little late in getting this post up but, I was [n the bathroom sick all night.(not related to my hand) The news, well the news is more test – what else!
Thursday I’m to report to the hospital for a test to measure the blood pressures in my fingers. Then it’s a follow up with the doc on Monday so he can tell me what all this means.
A Red Barn for pierre

Photographed 3/06

There is a diminished blood flow to my hand and the most likely course of action is to put a band on the fistula to narrow a bit. This would restore some of the flow to the hand. The bad news – more surgery and another hospitalization. The good news – I might save the use of my hand.

Waiting for the News

Another North Georgia Barn in B&W

Photographed - 3/06






Yes, I'm up early today. This is the day I find out what's going on with my left hand. It seems to have held its own over the weekend (no better, no worse). I tried to exercise it a lot. I hope it did some good.

Sue is taking this morning off to go with me to the doctor. Then after that it's back to work for her and on to dialysis for me. It's going to be another full day for both of us.

I'm hoping this does not mean a hospital stay but, I'm not too optimistic about that. I need to stop worrying about it and just take it as it comes. That's easier said than done. It's the reason I'm up so early today.

When I find out the verdict, I'll post it here this evening for my friends and those of you who have been following this account. Sorry, I'm not a more dynamic writer but, if I were I'd be writing novels and making a ton of money! lol Thank you to everyone who has taken the time to read my ranting.

The photo today is a North Georgia barn I photographed this past weekend. A continuation of the series of old barns and homeplaces I've come across while I meander through the countryside. I want to thank Sue for all her help with this. Without her help it would not be possible.

City Photo - Lake Lanier

Lake Lanier



Photographed - 3/06



About 40 minutes north of Atlanta lies the southern end of Lake Lanier and Buford Dam.
Congress first authorized the construction of Buford Dam in 1946 as a part of the development of the nation's waterways.

The funds for the construction were secured latein 1949 as part of a multi-million dollar public works program. Congress set aside $750'000.00. This money was used to complete the initial planning and design phases of the project such as the powerhouse design and for the start of construction. The ground breaking was held on the Gwinnett County side of the future dam site on March 1, 1950.

Lake Lanier today serves as a major drinking water supply for Atlanta and other communities in the area. The lake is also one of the largest recreational resources in metro Atlanta. It offers boating and fishing as well as all other watercraft sports.
Cherry Tree in Bloom on Buford Dam



Photographed - 3/06



There were 43 parks around the lake that The Corp of Army Engineers operates (some are due to be closed due to budget cutbacks this year). They offer camping and picnic facilities. There's also a number of state and county parks surrounding the lake. There are several public and private marinas on the lake that offer docking and watercraft rentals. The lake also supports a thriving number of charter fishing guide services.
The Chattahoocheee River



Photographed - 3/06



This is a view of the river from Buford Dam
Road which runs along the top of the earthen dam. This roadway serves to connect the east and west sides of the lake. The next crossing is via a bridge about five miles to the north. In the photo you can see a small parking area below the dam. It's very popular with fishermen and picnicers.
The River Downstream

Photographed - 3/06



The water coming from the dam is cold enough to support native trout.The river is also stocked by a fishery that lies about a mile downstream from this point. Brown, Brook and Rainbow trout draw the fishermen to this part of the river. We live only about two miles south or here, so the lake and river are very close by.

City Photo - Calhoon

Calhoun



Photographed - 3/06



This is a continuation of interesting places to visit near Atlanta. Today we're in Calhoun, Georgia. Calhoun is a little less than an hour north of Atlanta on I-75 north. I must admit I knew very little about this town but found several interesting spots here. This arch is a marker showing Calhoun as a gateway to the western territories in the early 1800's. There are many stone structures here as the quarry is near by.

Trail of Tears Monument

Photographed - 3/06

This is a memorial marking "The Trail of Tears" . This was the forcible relocation of men, women and children of the Cherokee Nation to Oklahoma in the late 1830's. It's estimated that 2,000 died in the forced march west. It's a very sad chapter in American history This "relocation" was spurred on by the immigration of Europeans into the area. The discovery of gold in 1830 brought an influx of the "white man" into the Cherokee's territory.
First Confederate Civil way cemetery

Photographed - 3/06

Driving thru town, we saw a small marker about a Confederate cemetery. This is what we found. It's the first Confederate Civil War cemetery established in Georgia by the daughters of the Confederacy. It's quietly tucked off the main roadway on a small side road. The grounds seemed well kept and there are quite a few veterans resting here.
The Confederate Battle Flag


Photographed - 3/06

This is one of the few places you'll see the Confederate flag flown in Georgia. In fact, with all the "political correctness" trend I'm surprised to see it at all. At least here they haven't bought into all that foolishness when it comes to matters as solemn as this.


Confederate Unkown Soldier Memorial



Photographed - 3/06


This cross serves as a memorial to the Confederate Unknown Soldiers killed during the war. This area of Georgia lost many fathers and sons in this bloody conflict between the states.



cemetery in B&W




Photographed - 3/06


I thought a black and white photograph of this quiet, somber place seemed a little more fitting.

Biting the Hand That Feeds You

The Return of Spring


This little guy is early or late (it was so warm last week). He's our first this season.

Photographed - 3/06




Every time it seems like things are starting to go smoothly for me, WHAM! I'm hit square in the face with another problem. This time it's the fistula they put in my left arm. Because of the fistula the blood flow to my hand has been diminished somewhat. It may be to the point I'll lose the use of my left hand.

When I woke up a few days ago, I noticed what appeared to be some bleeding around the joints of my fingers and knuckles from cracked dry skin. That was not unusual. I've suffered from dry skin in the winter before. Today, however, my hand and all my fingers are covered with what appears to be small bruises and scabs. My joints are stiff and I cannot fully close my hand.

I 've got an appointment with the surgeon Monday morning for him to take a look at it. I just can't believe this, another setback or maybe worse. I hope there's something that can be done. I sure can't afford to lose my hand. I'm scared of what he's going to tell me. I just can't take any more of these problems. I still have not fully recovered from all my time in the hospital and now this on top of it all. It's just too much for my mind to bear.

Depression is trying to take hold again. I'm working to fight it off. We're going for a drive towards Chattanooga tomorrow so I can look for some old barns and other things to photograph. Maybe that will take my mind off of these new problems. As I sit here and type, my hand is starting to tingle slightly, like when you hand falls asleep. I'm afraid, I fear the outcome of this not to be a happy one.

Survive

Why do we struggle against the odds? Is it an inherent trait among humans? No, it's seen in many other species too. The salmon that swim upstream to spawn and die along its banks. Birds and butterflies that migrate thousands of miles with each changing of the season.

It's the will to survive that we all share. The instinct in us has been tamed by socialization and an easier lifestyle. If push comes to shove, however. We humans can push with the best of them. It's universal, it's the same with all ethnic groups and all religions.
The Magical Hummingbird travels thousands
of miles each season.

I do not know what makes this way, most likely it's in our genes. It's self preservation. I'm glad it's there. It keeps me going. I have gotten so depressed at times with things that I've had my pistol out and ready but, that gene kicks in and I shove those thoughts out of my head. I'm not ready to quit yet. There's more in life I want to do and I will given the chance.

City Photo - Vogel State Park

Fall Color at Vogel State Park



Photographed 8/05

Vogel is Georgia's second oldest state park and is located at the foot of Blood Mountain. It was built by the Created by the Civilian Conservation Corps during the Great Depression of the 1930's.


Cabin at Vogel



The park has a 20-acre lake , created when the Corps dammed Wolf Creek.
The park is great for camping, but sometimes hard to get a space due to its popularity.
This is just another popular spot for a weekend get-away from Atlanta. It's about an hour and twenty minutes from the northern suburbs.
Vogle State Park is located just eleven miles south of Blairsville on U.S. 19/129.

Phone: (706)745-2628
The address is Vogel State Park, Blairsville, Georgia,30512

The Blue Funk

Struggle

The blue funk, that was a favorite term of a friend of mine that worked at the newspaper with me. Yesterday I was in a blue funk. When I got up I didn't feel very well. It was nothing particular, just an overall " I don't feel good" I really wanted to go back to bed and sleep the day away but, I knew that was impossible it was a dialysis day.

Sue fixed me some toast before she left for work but, I wasn't really hungry. I nibbled at it and after a couple of hours I managed to finish two pieces of it. Mostly I lay in bed, resting and watching TV. I made my way into the kitchen about 11:30 and heated up leftovers for lunch. By this time I was feeling a little better. That was until I saw the stack of bills that I needed to pay. It was the usual monthly bills plus a mountain of doctor and lab bills.

The thing about these bills is I never even saw half of the doctors. They might have spent two minutes looking at an x-ray or some test results but, sure enough, long enough to bill you several hundred dollars which they say is past due. That's odd considering it's the first statement you've received, Then when you take a closer look, it's from a procedure you had done 6 months ago. It says you insurance has not paid and you are responsible for the balance. Now you have to go look up insurance EOB's to find out why they didn't pay. Oh. Yes right there it is. They are waiting on more information from the doctor before they pay. Before long, I have a headache and it's time to go to dialysis.

It seems like for me life, even the simple things, has become a struggle. At times I have trouble holding my head above the ever rising waters of life. I feel it might be easier to let go and slip under but, each time I struggle back to the surface.

As most of you know, we have had problems uploading photos the last few days. I had some more photos for the Turner Field post that I'll try to put up later today.
First I have to work on some bills and if my head doesn't explode I post them.
Have a good day! I'll try to also.

Problems

Posting photos over the last few days has become a real pain. Most of the time they will not load and then sometimes it will take one but, not the others. This means having to go back several times to try to get your post up. I hope they get this bug worked out soon. it looks like no photos for today.

City Photo - Turner Field

Turner Field - Home of the Atlanta Braves

The weather is still crappy, so some more older pictures for today. This is the entrance to Turner Field in downtown Atlanta. It's a baseball only facility that replaced the old Fulton County stadium where the Braves, Falcons and Apollos(short lived soccer) teams played. It is a truly beautiful place for a baseball game.

Outside Turner Field

The baseballs with advertising slogans were once used as a promotion and were being stored in a shopping center parking lot. Somebody had the great idea to bring them here. For what reason, nobody's quite sure.







The Chop House at Turner Field
The Chop House is a great place to go before or during the game to eat. They offer more than just your normal "ball park" type fare. Steaks, chops and bar-b-que highlight their menu. It's a favorite to sit and relax while enjoying a pitcher of beer and watching the game.

City Photo - The Fair in Cumming

Cumming Fair Grounds


Photographed - 9/05




Sorry, I had to use an older photograph for today's post. The weather is just dreadful here. It's been raining all day. The rain gauge on our deck shows a little more than an inch and a half so far. The rain is bad enough but, together with the temperature (36 F) it was to messy for me to be out.

This is a shot of the Forsyth County Fair at the Cumming fair grounds, It's a big deal here for a week in September every year. There are rides, food, shows and vendors selling their wares for people to see. It draws a big crowd each year, There are many festivals like this in the fall throughout the United States. They came about originally as a celebration of the fall harvest. People would bring their prize fruits, vegetables, cakes, pies and livestock to exhibit and sell. This part still continues today but, to a lesser degree.

I hope for better weather tomorrow, Have a good evening.

A Memorial

Stone Chimney

Photographed - 3/18/06






This old chimney serves as a memorial to the people who built and lived in this house. It's the only part strong enough to withstand the tests of time and nature,

What will I leave behind as my memorial? Will it be able to stand against the test of time? Will people remember me - does it even matter? Maybe what others think of you is important now but, when you're dead - give me a break! You will not know what others think of you and at that point you will not care either.

What's the point to all this? The point is to be good to all your friends and everyone you meet now and all the time. You might not get a second chance or have the luxury of time to start later on. Your friendship and kindness will be your memorial that will stand the test of time.

On another topic, my City Photo for today may be changed due to nasty rainy weather. I don;t want to stand out in the rain today. If it slows down a bit, then maybe I'll get something. If not it'll be some old Atlanta shots.

Daily City Photo - Interesting Things to See Near Atlanta

Watson's Mill Bridge

Photographed - 3/18/06







This is a series of photographs taken on our trip to Watson's Mill Bridge State Park in Comer, GA. The bridge was constructed in 1895, thirty years after the Civil War. Today, it remains the longest covered bridge in the state. The amazing fact is that it's still in use today spanning the South Fork River.
Down Stream View
The park lies a little more than an hour east north east of Atlanta, about 45 minutes from my home. It's very popular for picnics and cookouts with its tables and grills. There are many scenic spots for the photographer to shoot from. Sorry, but my selections were limited by my lack of mobility. It's really a beautiful and peaceful
setting.



Up Stream View

There is much wildlife in the area too. Several deer ran across in front of our car (camera in backseat of course).

I thought I would try to get photos of places people like to visit within about an hours drive of Atlanta. I will continue with this series from time to time as time permits.

Tomorrow will be focused on things in everyday life around here in Cumming, Ga.
Rocks & Roots

Until then, please enjoy a couple more images from Watson's Mill. Oh, I should have told you, there is nothing left of the old mill except the dam just below the bridge. Too bad it didn't survive the test of time.





Covered Bridge - panoramic View

This last photo of the bridge was stiched together with a program called "Panorama Maker 3". Isn't digital photography just wonderful. In a few minutes I've done what would have taken many hours or even impossible to do with a film camera.

Wish everyone a great start to the new week ahead!

POWER - Do We Have Any?

Power

Photographed - 3/16/06 photoshop applied



Do we have the power to change our fate with mere thoughts? Can we improve our health through positive bio feedback? These questions have no absolute answers but, many feel we can influence in not outright change these things, I for one believe it to be true. I can actually feel better if I put my mind to it and it shows up on lab test results for me. I don't think you can change things but you can put a positive influence upon them. That's about the best we can hope for. What do you think about this? Leave me your comments on the subject.
Jasmine


Photographed - 3/18/06


Spring is here at my home. Yesterday our cherry tree burst into bloom. Overnight it went from buds to full bloom. Our jasmine is also in bloom. It fills the air with the lightest sweet scent. Everything is returning to its green state. Even our hummingbirds are back. I'll need to get the feeders back up this week.



Cherry Blossoms

Photographed - 3/18/06

For Denton

Tomorrow, some photos from our trip to Watson's Mill State Park. It has the state's longest covered bridge at just over 200 feet. What's more is it's still in use!

CITY PHOTO - Athens, Georgia

The Arch

The arch at The University of Georgia, old campus

Photographed 3/18/06

This is the entrance to the old campus of the University of Georgia in Athens , Georgia It's the oldest public land grant university in the United States. It was here as students where Sue and I met. Athens is less than 40 minutes from Atlanta and less than 30 minutes from my home.



The Double Cannon

Photographed - 3/18/06



What seemed like a good idea on paper. This Civil War era cannon turned out not so good in reality. Fired only once in a test against a stand of trees, the cannon failed miserably. The idea was a chain attached to the two cannon balls would act like a sickle cutting down the enemy in their tracks. Both barrels couldn't be timed to fire at the same time, The result was one projectile pulled the other wildly off to one side almost killing the observers, It now resides at the City Hall.

Destination Unknown

Tracks

Photographed 11/05 Train tracks that run through the center of small town of Bufford, Georgia


Where are we headed and when will we get there? I guess from time to time we all ask ourselves this question. I know I have been asking it quite a bit lately. Still I've found no answers. I feel like I'm on a track just polling along, not sure where I'm headed or if I'll even make it to the next stop. Is it the end of the line for me? I'm not sure all I can do is keep moving and hope for the best.

I think we've decided to go to Watson's Mill State Park near Comer, Ga tomorrow. The park has the state's longest covered bridge. It should make for some nice photos. I shoot them in the 8 megapixal raw format In case I decide to make very large prints. Kodak on line had their large 20x40 posters on sale for half price last week. They did a really nice job on some floral images I sent week before last. If you sign up with them they'll give you 10 - 4x6 prints free.

This will also give us a chance to go through Athens, Ga. The home of The University of Georgia - GO DAWGS!! and the place where Sue and I met. It has changed greatly from the small college town we knew. A few old haunts are still there but, most are now gone. I'll try to get a few shots of things there, maybe the double barreled cannon for one or the tressle from the R E M album cover. I had graphic design classes with those guys. We used to listen to them for free at the old Stichcraft mill back then.

After that we'll just drive around some - destination unknown.

Places for Work & Life

Office & Apartment Condos

Locally called the king and queen buildings these are two of Atlanta's hundreds of office/living mixed use condos. These condos boarder the Buckhead/ Alapharetta area. Someone wanting ad address here can expect to shell out about $250,000 to $300,000 for a one bedroom lower floor unit. A two bedroom jumps to $475,000+.
It's a great location, close to downtown and many activities but, you do pay for it. A two bedroom condo in a nice building in downtown Atlanta can easily run a $1,000,000 up to$3,000,000. A little more than my budget!
Table Flowers VII

Photographed 1/06

It's early Friday morning and I'm up unable to go back to sleep. This time it may be due to the fact I went to bed early so I got my usual short number of hours of sleep. My sleep cycle just ended at 4:30 am that's all.
It really would be nice to sleep a normal set of hours.

They're still predicting rain and much cooler weather this weekend so most outdoor activities are out. This includes my favorite, grilling out and outdoor photography. Maybe we can sneak a little in between rain showers. Sue had noticed some nice old barns on her drives to Peachtree City earlier this week.

I'll do some flower photography this morning with the flowers I picked up last night at the store. Then it'll be off to dialysis again. It's the never ending nightmare of my life. Mt right hand has become so dried out due to a combination of the weather and dialysis that's cracking, bleeding and hurts. Just chalk it up to another great side effect of this disease.

I started this morning taking a look at some of the Daily City Blogs. I'm trying to view a couple of new ones each day. I saw a really nice one from Boston, MA this morning. It had some really great photos that were very informative too. I enjoy seeing these areas and getting a little background information about them.

Well, it's about time for me to get up from this computer and fix some breakfast. Sue will be getting up soon and I'd like to have something ready if she wants something.

Heaven, Hell or in Between?

A Lily For Sue Photographed 1/06

Heaven or Hell, who really knows what awaits us after we slip our earthly bonds. Is it either of these two or as matter are we remolded into something or someone else only to return to an earthly existence? I have no answer to this question. Lately I've been pondering this question and others like it.

is the reaper really grim or should it be the "respectful reaper". Death might not be so bad in some instances. For those who are suffering or others who have lost all hope it might be a relief.

I have found myself questioning my existence. Why am I here? What's my purpose? What have I done in my life?Have I helped anyone? It seems I'm just not as happy as I once was. Oh, I have moments of sheer joy and happiness but they happen much less frequently than they used to. This makes the people I love sad and that's not what I want to do.

I'd like nothing more than to be happy and cheerful all the time and I set out to do that but, some little everyday things have become a struggle for me and this is the reason for my periods of unhappiness.

Now, don't get me wrong. I'm not giving up yet. Still, I can't help but to think it might be easier on me and everyone else just to give up and lie down peacefully. I just can't do that yet. I still love life and Sue too much. I do long for the days when my body was whole - all parts still there and working. Days with no pain and worries to fret about. I used to be very outgoing and made friends easily but, my physical condition has caused me to withdrawal from activities where you meet a lot of people. I don't feel as comfortable with myself as I once did.

I'm sure my illness has caused Sue problems. She has stayed in jobs she really didn't care for so we would have insurance. She's turn down opportunities so we wouldn't have to move again and start all over finding doctors and care facilities. There's no question, I've held her back, yet she loves me with all her heart and I love her with all of mine. As I look back on our twenty years as husband and wife, it seems like only yesterday we we in front of the priest exchanging or vows.

Sue carries me on. She is always there for me trying to make me have a good day - making me as happy as I can be. She takes care of me and cleans up after me when I'm sick.

Sue's favorite flower is a lily. She carried them on our wedding day and I can still see them. They were almost as beautiful as she was that day. I remember someone told her they were too bright for a wedding. She just laughed and said"It's my wedding and I love them" and so with a bouquet of bright orange tiger lilies she glided down the aisle and into my life for ever.
the photo for today - a lily - what else.

Mom's Flowers

Stone Mountain Park

Much to cover today, first is my Daily City Photo. It's of the carving on the side of Stone Mountain. It's a memorial to the Confederate States of the American Civil War. The carving itself is what's amazing. It's hard to get a sense of its size even if viewing it in person. On one occasion, I think it was in the 1930's, a picnic table for 40 guests was placed on the shoulder of Robert E. Lee.(figure in foreground) The depth of the relief is deceiving. The park used to be owned and operated the state of Georgia. Operations were turned over to a private company about twenty years ago because of the cost of maintains the park. I think this was a huge mistake. The park lost it's charm and peaceful setting and became like a roadside tourist trap. If interested you can find out more on the park at:http://www.stonemountainpark.com/

Mom's Flowers I

These next three photos are of flowers from my Mom's garden. My dad was trying out the digital camera and printer we gave them at Christmas last year. Mom has always had many beautiful flowers for as long as I can remember. She really enjoys working in the garden whether it's flowers or vegetables she's happy.

Dad did a good job on the photos as a novice. lol He loves the computer and gadgets, so the camera was a great gift. He uses for photos of construction too. He teaches classes on residential building at the local college.

Mom's flowers II

As for me, I've had better days. I had trouble doing what used to be a simple task. Buttoning my shirt proved impossible for me. I have to wear a button style shirt on the days I go to dialysis so they can access my site. For now that's a main line just below my neck in my chest, It'll become a little easier once the fistula in my arm is ready to use. My dexterity has suffered from my diabetes, the long hospitalization and TIA (mini stroke). It;s so frustrating, I just want to scream! Besides all that my day was O.K. - not much different than any other day,

Mom's Flowers III

Sue's day wasn't much better. The meeting facilities were very nice but the traffic coming home was terrible. She measured the distance from our house and it was 72 miles. The speed limit is 70 MPH, so you would think it would take a little more than an hour. She left at three in the afternoon and didn't get home until 6:15 that evening. Now that's Atlanta traffic. She has got to go back today too. She is leaving at 6:00 AM just to be sure she's there at a reasonable time. It means she will get up around 5:15 AM to shower and dress.

The weather prediction for this weekend calls for crappy conditions - cold and rain with little sunshine. I don't know what we'll do. Usually we try to get out and take a little ride so I can look for things to photograph. I'm always looking for old barns but they are getting harder to find. I sure we'll find something but I guess grilling out is off too.

Change - It Never Rest

Atlanta - City Skyline
The city as seen from the I-75/85 interstate that run thru the city. By the way, it's NOT rush hour









Photographed - 12/23/05

As much as I didn't want to do this, I'm adding word verification to allow comments. Some how the spam mailers have found this site and I don't need a new mortgage, cheap camera or anything else from these people. I know there just trying to make a living but if I need any of that crap I'll go look for it.

My friend, Kris from Fotothing sent me the info on a site about a community of city blogs. After viewing it and seeing how interesting it was, I decide to try to join.

I want to thank Denton Harryman for putting my blog on his site. It's a very interesting site with photoblogs from different people and cities from around the globe. Please check it out at:http://dailyphotomap.blogspot.com/ or Harry's and Connie's own blog about city life in Greenville, South Carolina at: http://GreenvilleDailyPhoto.blogspot.com I sure you'll enjoy seeing and learning about all the great places people are living in. I will add them as a link too.

Each day now I'll be trying include a photo from around the Atlanta area or the small city of Cumming, Ga where we live. Cumming is located about 30 minutes north of Atlanta and less than a mile from Bufford Dam on Lake Lanier.

It's another beautiful day here. It's very sunny, not quite as warm as yesterday (74 F today 82 F yesterday). They're calling for a cool down and rain later in the week. Spring is here for now and very welcome.

Sue has a meeting in Peachtree City this afternoon so she'll be a little late in getting home. Peschtree City is only about 20 some miles south of Atlanta's Hartsfield-Jackson Airport but because of the traffic it'll be a two and a half hour trip back here. That's one thing Atlanta has plenty of is traffic. Here the morning rush hour starts around 5:45 am and runs until 9:00 am. Then you get the lunch time traffic from 11:00 am till 2:00 pm. At 3:00 pm the evening rush hour begins and finally ends around 7:00 pm. What a great city! Actually it is as long as you don't have to drive at these times.

Since Sue will be a little late, I'll start the dinner before she gets here and hopefully have it ready for her arrival. Tonight I'm making a pork chop and rice bake with a salad and garlic bread. Maybe a little fresh fruit for later.

Wiped Out

This will be a short post. After not much sleep last night and the drugs they gave me this morning for the endoscope procedure, I've been so tired. I slept through most all of my dialysis treatment this afternoon and I'm still wiped out.

The results were good. All the ulcers had healed. I can start back on the Plavix now but, I have to continue taking the Protonex to protect my stomach for a while longer. I've got another follow up in two months.

Right now I feel like these trees - barely able to stand. Good night from Atlanta, Georgia.
Barely There


















Photographed - 3/12/06

SPRING PHOTO GALLERY

Bradford Pear Blossoms

A gallery of spring images for you to enjoy.







Photographed - 3/12/06



Spring Jonquils












Photographed - 3/12/06

Yellow Belle Shrub - forsythia














Photographed - 3/12/06


Spring Flower II















Photographed - 3/12/06


Spring Flower III












Photographed - 3/12/06


Spring Flower IV














Photographed - 3/12/06

Sunday Blues

Spring Flower I Photographed - 3/12/06

It was another beautiful sunny warm day today. You would think I'd be in good spirits with a nice day like this but I'm dreading tomorrow and another damn trip to the hospital. I know it's not going to be that bad. All they're going to do is stick a camera down my throat so they can look inside my stomach. It's the only way they can see for sure if all my stress ulcers have healed. I guess it could be worse. They could be going in from the other end. Ouch! I have to be there first thing in the morning around 6 am so I can be preped. I will not be put to sleep, just mildly sedated.

Spring Flower II Photographed - 3/12/06

I did take a little t ip this morning to Lowes, the home improvement store. Most of the "spring flower" images were photographed there. It was a great place to go because there was so much variety all in one place. Lots of colors and textures without much walking around. I was surprised t how much they had considering how early in the season it is. I'll have to go back when they get more in stock. I took 45 photos in about thirty minutes, not bad. I'm going to try Home Depot next and see what they have to offer.

Sue is cooking some steaks for dinner tonight on the grill. It's the last thing I'll be able to eat foe a while. No eating or drinking after midnight for me. I may get to eat around one o'clock in the afternoon tomorrow,just before I go off to dialysis.

I asked Sue if she would buy me one of those new medium format 22 megapixal digital cameras, They retail for 7000 British pounds or about $12,000 USD. She said NO!, imagine that. lol You never know, stranger things have happened to other people.

Lilies

RANDOM PHOTOS

PEACH III


I'm going to try something new today. An almost all picture post with only a few small comments about the images. I've always had problems with the layout of my photos. They don't seem to stay in place. Maybe I'll learn something this time around.

The peach was shot in a backdrop I made to take advantage of the natural light in our house' Photographed - yesterday spring 06

FRUIT - Still life

The same technique was used on the fruit still life with good results. It's hard to beat natural light for illumination Photographed - spring 06

DAISY

Part of a cut flower selection from our local grocery store. I get about 75% of my flowers from there in the winter months. Photographed - fall 05

MIXED FLOWER SELECTION

More store cut flowers. These can be purchased rather cheaply- under $5 a bunch. Photographed - fall 05

ROSE I

Another grocery store find. Three stems and greenery for $4.95. A great buy and they all last for at least a week. Photographed - fall 05

DRILL

An old hand drill that belonged to my Grandfather. It got a lot of use in its day. I think it has interesting lines and an artistic value as an object other than a drill. Photographed - spring 05

SMALL MOUNTAIN CHURCH

A beautiful smail church located about one mile east of Helen, GA. A very peaceful setting. Photographed fall 2005


RIVER BIRCH












A river birch tree that I planted in our front yard four years ago. It's about six times its size from when it was planted. They have the most interesting bark. I love to see them. Photographed summer - 05

Sunny Saturday

Grape I

Peach II
















Peach I
It's a beautiful Saturday, warm (about 77 F) and sunny. I was up early again just a few minutes before 6 am. It was very gray and it looked as if the day would be bust as far as the weather was concerned but, the sun came out around 9:30. It's been fabulous ever since.

We took a little time before lunch to go look at some furniture we saw in this mornings paper. They had nice stuff but not exactly what we were looking for. Picked up a burger at Backyard Burgers for lunch while we were out.

Sue wanted to work in the yard today. When she tried to start the mower, it was a no go. This was an expensive mower and is less than 10 months old. Sue was very unhappy with this but I think she finally got it started. She plans to move two boxwood shrubs that are in front of the house and plant some flowers there. Maybe some more lilies there too. It should look very nice.

I took a few photographs this afternoon of peaches. This continues my fruit and vegetable theme for now. I'll have to raid the grocery store for more subjects. I'm thinking I may go to one of the home stores and photograph their live plants (the flowers) they are so colorful. The plus is there are so many different types all in one place. This means not a lot of walking for me and that's good.

Having the leftovers from the grill for dinner tonight. I just have to make some yellow rice to go along with the steak, peppers and onions. It was so good the other night. In this case I don't mind having leftovers at all: In fact, I look forward to them.

Photos for today - Grapes & Peaches The good thing about photographing food is you can eat it when your finished. A nice little bonus!

Lawyers & Peppers -Hot Stuff

PEPPERS a study

I want to make a bit of a clarification about lawyers and lawsuits. There are some instances where personal injury and medical malpratice lawsuits are valid and needed. Cases such as pure negligence or sheer indifference constitute cases for litigation. These cases are however, few and far the exception. That said we can move on.
Today has been very pleasant here with lots of sunshine and temperatures in the low 70's. So nice in fact, we are going to grill out this evening for dinner. It'll be steak with roasted peppers (yes, the ones in the photos) and onions. They get a very sweet taste on the grill as their sugars carmelize. Served over a bed of yellow rice. This will be our first cook out this season. I can hardly wait for Sue to get home so we can get started!
I've been both updating and wrecking my web site at the same time. I added several new photos and a message board to the site. Now if I could only get some visitors to come by. It has not been listed on any search engines yet because I wanted to get it set up correctly. This is something that looks as if it may never happen. I keep seeing neat little things to add to it and as I try it seems to screw up what's already there. There's a high learning curve here and I keep sliding off! lol

Tomorrow, dialysis and another four hours of my life gone. I guess I shouldn't complain since it is keeping me alive. It just seems like I could be doing something else with the time. It makes you tired and lately all I've wanted to do during the treatments is sleep. At first I would read or write but, I haven't done that in more than a week.

Monday it's off to St. Joe's to see Dr. Oberman so he can scope my stomach and see if the stress ulcers have healed. Then on to dialysis. Sue is having to take the whole day off because they will drug me and I'll be unable to drive for some time afterwards. At least I get another free weekend and maybe we'll go some place nice.

Our wedding anniversary is coming up soon. On May 3rd Sue and I will have been married twenty years, It just seems like yesterday when we were in the church. We were married in the church Sue's father helped build, St. Thomas Aquinas, near our home now. Other That my health, I've been a very lucky man.

I've been posting my photos here and on my some day to be finished web site. http://photolife.4t.com/ I've also posted at Porter's Camera Store site on the member's message board. http://porters.com/ Even a site out of Russia - Fotoforum http://www.photoforum.ru/15581 My favorite, where I post the most, is a site out of the UK http://www.fotothing.com/ Check all these places out. They all have much and different things to offer any level photographer.

Lawyers in America - What's Happened?

Bare Tree Alone

Are we as Americans to quick to point fingers and place blame? How did we get to this point? Historically we were not always this way. What changed?

Let me relate a story to you about a German friend of ours. Mike was visiting on business here in the U.S. when the cab he was riding in was involved in an accident. It was his cabbie's fault and Mike was slightly injured. He was cut and bleeding but, his first thoughts were not who do I blame and who can I sue. He was only interested in getting his medical bill taken care of and his clothes cleaned. If this had been many Americans their first thought would have been to call a lawyer to see what kind of settlement they could get.

I blame this attitude squarely on the shoulders of the American trial lawyer. Since the ban on TV advertising for lawyers was lifted we are bombarded daily with ads telling us how easy it is to sue someone. How "lawyerX" can get you hundreds of thousands of dollars for your pain and suffering (whether you actually suffer does not matter) he can get you money - bottom line.

We sue because eating french fries made us fat and no one told us it would do that. We sue because we spill coffee on ourselves and get a burn and no one told us hot coffee will burn you if you pour it on yourself. Give me a brake! What ever happened to common sense or self responsibility. Someone else must be to blame for my problems because the lawyers tell me so.

unfortunately I see no end to this trend anytime soon. Many Americans have grown up in this environment and know no other way. It's a get rich quick without having to work mentality that is being breed now.
This has caused insurance and medical rates to skyrocket and our government seems impediment to make any real changes to curb this trend. This is how I see it. If you feel differently, tell me in a comment. If you agree, then tell me that too.

Questioning Americans

Sue's Willow

Sunrise From My Front Door
I drove myself to dialysis and back today. It was an easy drive - no problems. I thought I'd take a minute before dinner to jot down a few thoughts about some current events in the news.

I see where the U S Army is now going to launch a criminal investigation into the death of Pat Tilman, ex- NFL star, Army Ranger. I wonder what he'd have to say about all this? He seemed to be the kind of man we all would like to be. He gave up a lucrative career in the NFL to do something he felt was more important than making money - to serve his country. I don't think he would be second guessing, finger pointing or trying to assign blame for his death. He was a soldier and he was fighting in a war. People get killed in a war. It's the nature of the business.

We as Americans have become obsessed with trying to assign blame for everything that doesn't go exactly as planned. It's tearing us apart as a people and a country. It'll cost untold amounts of money and time that could be better used where it could make a difference. In this case and so many others like this, in the end, it will change nothing.

This is all about politics and money. See if I can make a name for myself. See how much money I can get someone to pay. The lawyers and politicos will be the only ones to come out on top of this witch hunt.

it's my opinion, that Pat would be saddened by this turn of events. He did a noble thing in serving his country. That should be the memory of Pat we are left with, not a long and drawn out politically motivated investigation to satisfy the egos of others.

That's the way I see this as an average American and it makes me a little sick at my stomach.
Does anyone else feel the same way or am I that far off base? Comments.

Back to a lighter side - The Mysteryscribe finished his last bout of short fiction. It was quite good. Try to read it if you can at: http://mysteryscribe.blogspot.com/ I hope he'll be able to use "Mike" again in a future story. He was a great character.

Photos for today - Sue's willow tree and a sunrise from our front door.

Flower VII













Relics From Yesteryear

Like the farm tools in the photo, I feel like an old relic, still hanging around but, not of much use to anyone. I sit idle and rusting away.

I'm up again, unable to sleep when everyone else is sleeping. It's almost 4 am here and I'm writing because I convinced myself I wasn't breathing as will as I should be while lying down. I thought I might have too much fluid built up in my body. Now, I think it was all just in my head - no real problem at all. I can always check today when I'm at dialysis just to be sure.

This is the first morning in a long time, that I'll have to prepare my own breakfast. I'll keep it simple with some raisin toast and bacon. Maybe a little juice too. I need to make things that don't require me to stand for extended periods of time. I still tire easily and the lack of sleep doesn't help either. Rust Rust Rust.

I think I'll post another photo today. Something a little brighter and cheerier to change my mood. A bright daisy image should do the trick.
I guess I'm going to go back to bed now and try to get some sleep. Wish me luck! I'll need some.

FREE WEEKEND

North Georgia Barn VII
The "Barns of North Georgia" series continues, as I was able to find a few more this weekend.

All in all it's been a very good weekend so far. On Saturday, Sue and I did most of our shopping and some picture taking. Later, in the evening, we rented the DVD movie " Must Like Dogs". It wasn't bad for a chick flick - kinda cute.

Today, I drove for the first time in over two months. I didn't have any problems driving, just a little trouble getting in the truck. It took me a little longer than normal or what it used to take me to get in.
I'm sure even this will come back in time.

Sue got me a new lamp today. It's for working with my coins, so I can see hem better. It's one of those with a fluorescent tube and built in magnifying glass. I should work very well they are very popular because we had to go to a couple of stores before we could find it in stock.

Sue has cooked for me all weekend. Yesterday, it was t-bone steaks for dinner and tonight it was home made meatloaf and macaroni and cheese. She baked sugar cookies last night too. She also made me a gingerbread cake (one of my favorites). I'm going to miss this when she goes back to work on Monday. It's so easy to get spoiled!

Mom and dad are coming back this week to take me to my doctor's appointment down at St Joes. It's a big help because without them taking me I'd have a really long walk from the parking area to his office. I'm not sure I'd be able to make it very easily. This time it's to see Dr, Sanchez the neurologist. I started with him about a year ago after I had the TIA(a mini stroke) most likely due to a heart cart procedure. The TIA came the day after the cath.

All in all it's been a really good weekend for me. It was great to be here with Sue all weekend and not be hooked up to something. Thing are looking up right now but,there's still a long way to go, so I'll stay guardedly optimistic about the future.
Physical therapy and dialysis on Monday as usual. Tuesday is Dr Sanchez. The first couple of day are going to be busy. I need to find time to update and work on my web site. http://photolife.4t.com/ It's still a work in progress.

Illuminated Flowers II

Sunset Rose













Sunset Flower

I'm just getting ready for lunch. I have to eat a little early so I can make it to my dialysis appointment on time. This is going to be the first weekend in more a year that I'll have completely free from all dialysis activities. I hope Sue and I can find somewhere to go or something fun to do.

O.K., so I didn't get back to finish this as soon as I thought I would. The dialysis seemed to last forever yesterday. In reality it was no longer than usual. I just wanted to be someplace else, anywhere else! Several other people at the clinic also have had problems with muscle cramps after treatments. It's a side effect of removing a little to much fluid or electrolytes from your body. It's a delicate balance to get it just right. If you gain weight (body mass) as opposed to water weight the calculations for treatment have to be adjusted to account for the additional mass.

Sue's found a place for me to photograph. On her way home yesterday she saw a field that had been cleared for a development that had a single willow tree left standing in the middle of it. She said it was just starting to bud out and was quite beautiful: that I should photograph it. So, later today we'll go by and I'll take a few shots if they didn't bulldoze it yet.

I tried a rose in the sunset yesterday. It was a little earlier in the day and the light was a little stronger than before. I'm not as happy with the results. I think it's good, just not quite as good. I think I will try again this evening if the light is right and get better results. I'll go ahead and post the first one and later you can compare and let me know what you think.

I still have no plans for this weekend. I guess we'll play it by ear and see what comes along. I know that we need to do some shopping for a few things and some groceries so that will eat up some time. It feels a little strange to not be hooked up to something either a machine or IV pole. Don't get me wrong. It's a great feeling, just strange after being connected for so long (over a year now). I know I'll enjoy the freedom.

One big thing on tap for this weekend is for me to start driving again. I don't think I'll have any problems with it but I'll take it slow to begin with until I get a feel for it again. This will mean I can drive myself to the clinic for dialysis since it's just a short distance from the house.

Sunset Illumination

Flower Illuminated by Sunset













I'm trying something new. The illumination of my subject flowers by the light of a sunset. So far, I've been pleased with the results. I love the way parts of the flower is highlighted and how shadows encompass other areas. Smaller highlights on the leaves add a positive effect. I think many objects would benefit from this lighting scheme.
What do you think? Leave me a comment.

It's about time for the local nightly news and I want to see it to get the weather report for tomorrow - like there really going to get it right. lol So this is a very short post. More tomorrow and maybe some more sun illumination photos,


Lily at Sunset
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Fires of Hades

Forest of Hades

Things seem to be going well when all of the sudden, out of left field, you're hit by a freight train. O.K., it wasn't a train - just a small compact car. It's pain, just constant nagging pain. One that aspirin and other minor drugs have little or no effect on. It has become a constant and steadfast friend never leaving my side. I have befriended it, there by lessening it's grasp on me.

By focusing my mind on other things, I get by with my day to day life. The real trouble comes at night, when my mind relaxes and thoughts lessen giving the pain a foothold in my brain. Without activity the pain becomes central and takes the stage in a never ending opera.

On to a better subject. I recently purchased an old Crown Graphic 4x5 large format camera for black & white photos. It's a real old time photographers working camera. There's just something that working with it's large high quality negatives that appeals to me.

It's often said that life is a journey that begins with but one step. I have had a thousand stumbles on my journey and have yet to reach the summit. I struggle forward and upward on this up hill battle always holding out hope that I'll make it to the top to see the view.

Today's not been such a bad day. It was better than yesterday, just not as good as say three years ago feel as if I'm stuck in limbo - never really getting well but, not quite as sick as before. It'll be this way until I can receive a transplant. That's more than likely two more years away.

Until then I have to stay strong and keep my mind busy. I do this writing this blog and with my photography. It's still quite an emotional rollercoaster ride. One day up and hopeful the next down and depressed. I know it takes a toll not only on me but, everyone around me too. I try hard to be happy and there are some day and moments when I truly am happy but not as often as I would like to be.